Terry Cox-Joseph
DNR
Guilt. That medieval pot of oil carried on shoulders should be free of constraint, free to assist arms that wave and hug. Trough of waste, tether to misery. What evolution fashioned with thread, culpability locked, bolted, sealed. Useless unless acted upon, shroud to conceal every wisp of laughter. How to release it, how to unshoulder its weight? Ask the songbird, the cabbage moth, the dragonfly. Observe their foraging, purposeful. Contact fleeting and sure. Departure swift. Listen to their buzzes and chirps, sounds that dance through poplar limbs, travel with electricity of joy. Practice in the morning, when blades of grass festooned with dew reflect sunlight. Practice at noon, when heat intensifies the buzzing of cicadas. Practice in the afternoon, when shadows slide like ink across your toes. Practice inhaling until your lungs fill with hope, no room for anything but life. Practice. And practice. And let go. All that Counts Leaves snowing-- swaths of yellow sails. How beautiful to fall apart to lose pieces to die. The wind has loosed petioles from their branches, sent them flying like kites. My hair a-swirl, child again. The moment is all that matters. The moment you look into my eyes. The moment the sun fragments through branches, reminds us to fly among loosed leaves, that life is to be lived in all seasons. |
Terry Cox-Joseph divides her time between writing and painting. She is past president of the Poetry Society of Virginia and a former newspaper reporter. Terry’s children, pets and home on the Deep Creek waterfront provide a constant resource for her creativity.